Today I woke up grateful. And happy, like deep down in my soul happy.
Today is my 30th birthday and it has been an absolutely perfect day.
Today I realized that all of my dreams have come true. Every single one.
It scares me to say that, as if saying it will bring something bad on, but there’s so much crap in the world that sometimes we all have to shout out loud about the good stuff.
And there’s a lot of good stuff everywhere.
So, dear world, thank you for making this gal feel so darn loved.
Alright, alright, enough moping.
As Mr. W. Dyer says:
“when you change the way you look at things, the things you look at change”.
Let’s bring back the happy because, well, everyone could use more happy in their life!
Today’s daily joy: my new DSLR camera and this face…
Today is my first of many Mondays off.
It’s been a quiet day, a day to be introspective and scrub my soul.
I’ve been reading Brene Brown’s Daring Greatly and, like any great book, it hit a nerve.
It forced me to temporarily push passed my vulnerability and my perfectionism and roll out my yoga mat for the first time in seven months.
So here I am… in sweats, au naturel, growing belly and all. Vulnerable but joyous.
“Because true belonging only happens when we present our authentic, imperfect selves to the world…” ~ Brene Brown
“I went on a cleanse once; it was a mixed blessing. On the one hand, I detoxified, I purified, I lost weight. On the other hand, I fell asleep on the highway, fantasized about eating a pigeon, and crapped my pants. I think I’ll stick with the whole eating thing.”
This is a must read: http://www.huffingtonpost.com/kelly-maclean/surviving-whole-foods_b_3895583.html
Today I went to buy flowers and ended up at the zoo.
I hung out with my friend, Mr. Bison, and listened to kiddies squeal with “Feed the Llamas Day” excitement.
I paused to snap a few pics and overheard snippets of Easter conversations.
9968 steps later, I realized there are no ordinary moments. No two moments are the same, not if you open your eyes and open your heart.
Happy Easter. Much love.
10 reasons why it was definitely worth getting out of bed this morning:
- Sun is shining. The weather is sweet.
- Brisk morning walks to shake off the cobwebs.
- Cobweb-shake-off walks to procure delicious croissants and almond mylk lattes from Hula Girl.
- Cobwebs are from a night filled with friends, family, great food (Playa Cabana is a must!), and music (Lusine at CMW).
- New friends who I adore and who teach me so much about life (thx Bubbs).
- It’s one of my bestest friend’s 30th today. She’s awesome. She plays the trumpet and the piano and all sorts of other instruments. I adore her.
- Bonobo and Erykah Badu on one track… is this for real?!
- My blunnies have finally moulded perfectly to my feet.
- Croissants delivered to a happy family.
- It’s Sunday. It’s quiet. There’s still so much day ahead!
It’s early on a Saturday morning.
I’m up, alert, and enjoying the quiet before the day gets going.
Right before I disappeared to bed last night, I wrote this in my journal…
I’ve been thinking a lot about how finite life is, how this is really it and how each day passes without a do-over. I guess for some people that would serve as a stern kick in the butt – a motivator to get going, start doing, and be someone more. For me, after almost 30 years of pedal-to-the-metal overachieving, I just want to slow down and live. I already feel like life is passing me by and I might totally miss it if I don’t slow down soon.
Being alive is a privilege. I want a long life filled with love (friends and family), great food (coffee!) and the occasional adventure. I want dinner dates and pretty things. I want trips to far away places and cozy weekends at home. I want to savour life and not feel like I’m on a speeding training racing towards the proverbial next step (do we ever get there? where is there?) I want to read books and loiter, and occasionally do yoga. I want to write in my journal about all of the things I want. I want the life I already have…
So, with that, I’m letting myself off the hook. Again.